I suppose it's time to update. What better time then now. BY THE WAY: this will be a depressing post. So if you don't want depressing Kristin then go to another website.

It's funny how one night without your friends can make you sad! I'm running on low and I should be running on high because school is done with for the semester. But I worked like 50 hours this week and my body hates me for it. I got a phone call from this kid I've known since first grade. I don't feel like calling him back. And I've decided, I'm apparently "not callable." And it sucks. I thought this new kid would call, cause we've seen each other on more than one occasion. But I guess my radar is off. It's stupid cause when you want someone to call they don't. So here I am, on Saturday night, dead tired. I have to get up in less then 7 hours to get ready and go back to work. All I want to do is see people I can't! I want to see Amanda but she's gone. I want to see new kid but he hasn't called (I called him last time we hung out). I want to see my roommate cause we barely know each other anymore but the forces that be make it impossible to see her. I want to see my friend Jill but she's in Texas and well I'm in Colorado. And I want to see a lot of other people I can't see! But the reality of it is, it no different then tomorrow and I'm just feeling sorry for myself right now. It's poor behavior I know. Do you know I had this horrible dream last night. Well it was good and bad. I saved someone's life but I ended up injuring myself and my injury got infected. Then I got cancer. Only a few knew in my life and those that didn't treated me horrible. I don't know why I dream such horrid things but it's nice to wake up out of it.

I promise to update soon because this is a horrid depressing post. Goodnight blog.

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