"It sure feels good to feel the way I do..."

I'm here to tell you about two things.
First: I have a new strategy on men. It is to completely scratch any ideas I have and forget it all. I keep saying and complaining about all of it but really it's gone too far. How do you let go of crushes? Last person I asked said, meet someone new. Well, I kinda see the same people all the time so yeah good luck to me. Regardless of it, I'm done. I'm going to begin making a conscientious effort to stop. This effort also involves stopping the bitching and bitching about it. I need to be done. Today, my friend told me to be patient. Thank you, but only people that have what they want can say that and believe it.

Second: I had a revelation on why one of my friendships has gone sour. I can't tell you what the revelation was, that's personal! And it's sad because things won't be the same. But in reality I just need to get past it and let it go. What's new, right, Kristin?

By the way. I've been consumed with my own selfishness lately and I can't shake it. Any suggestions? Get over it right? Thanks again. Be thankful you have what you have because there are people in the world like me right now who can't be satisfied even when we have everything. I realize this post sounds incredibly negative but I'm not negative kids! I'm just bitter. It's ok though, things are looking up everyday and I can't wait for the future.

"Your body is a wonderland..."