So as usual, I have found myself bitter at life. It's about the time right? What's new Kristin? Here I am, hating just about everything and bitching to no end. You know... when it rains it pours. But really what it is, is that I'm pissed about one situation, which leads me to find something else that pisses me off then it becomes a vicious cycle about being pissed off at stupid things. What a sick world we all live in if people like me can be so selfish.

I feel like my blog has turned into the same thing. I will write about guys and how I found some new sense of life and yada yada yada. It's why my brothers have stopped reading. So here it is. I'm thinking of stopping. I don't know if that's really possible (it's not, I'm addicted). But honestly, this is boring to read. Let's read an online website of Kristin bitching! No? Something else productive to do? Haha ok, I'm having trouble finding my niche. I can't top http://www.instantsunshine.net/home.html. My brother is like music expert/sob (I love you. Don't hate me! It's true!!). I can't touch http://www.calmerthanyou.net/ Ryno is more deep than I could ever try to be. I'm not funny like Kelly is on http://picturesstarsanddreams.blogspot.com/ I can't Xanga like Joe, April, Danielle, Lisa and tons of others from good ole high school friends can. So what's left for Kristin, Honestly? What's left is a girl trying to salvage something that was once important, that now seems like a disappointment. What's left is a girl who writes about never being satisfied and being completely selfish about life. What good is that? Shouldn't I learn from my mistakes? Shouldn't I have something good to say?

I however, do have a slight change of heart. When I say slight that means I'm working on it. Two blogs I read daily have brought me to this point. They were both about finding the hope and faith in people and life. Corny maybe but nevertheless inspiring. I found lots of hope tonight when I was reassured that I was cared about. Sometimes all it takes is an offer of some amazing banana bread. Or the feeling that I will be missed when I move away. But here it is: get ready! This blog will continue to be the same Kristin, trying to make it a better day. This blog will be continue to lighten or darken the truth, however you may see it. But what this blog won't be ever is a music review (because I'm too pop culture for that). This blog will not be entertaining or philosophical. We all know I've tried that. So I suppose if you are returning you already know what you're in for. Stick around. I enjoy your company. If anything it's refreshing to know I'm not alone.

Oh yeah. Brace yourself and put your hands together, I'm employee of the month.

Stay classy Fort Collins.