More than ever, I am ready to move on to a new part of my life. Now I know I talk about this a lot. But the reality is, I'm ready to be on my own, beginning my life. I will miss my friends, but I'll only be an hour away. I'm just ready more than ever to live by myself. I'm looking forward to not having to worry about stupid things. I'm looking forward to growing up a little and developing some more of me. A lot as happened lately and it just confirms how much I want to be done with this stage in my life. I know I will miss college because it IS some of the best years of life. And I know I will hate working for the rest of my life but honestly, it's a good time for it to come. Spring break is almost here and it's a good time for that too. I'm at my last nerve with just about everyone it feels like. I don't mean to be and for some I have no reason to be. It's that time of the year I guess. And people's selfish actions are driving me nuts. But hey it's natural.

I also wanted to apologize for my middle school reference. I'm being just as immature as everyone else and it's not really helping the situation. Here I am complaining and intensifying it, for what? Nothing. For my own selfish need to prove something. What? Nothing. I guess I just don't believe in deleting parts of my life anymore. I did at some point because it was easier to deal but I just don't believe that way anymore. But you know what? The world doesn't revolve around me and don't read this if you don't care. I don't need your pity!

So blog, bare with me the next couple months. Because as each day goes by, all I want to do is be done. Because as each hour at OfficeMax goes by, all I want to do is quit that freaking job. And because as each class goes by, all I want to do is graduate. I want to live in the now, cause that's the way you should live your life but really, all I think about is the future and what great things are to come.