It's liberating really. I finally for the first time in over a month I feel like I'm getting back to me. November was a horrid month and I would really appreciate if the Gods of the Universe would allow me to not live through that again. So during the holidays I find myself alone again. I'm okay with that now. I've managed to make up my decision and everyone will be so proud. I'm becoming hopeful again for someone I can find. I'm becoming hopeful because I know I can find better.

It's freezing here!! Since when is it -7 degrees in the winter? What is that about. This is Denver not Evergreen. So what do I say here. When I started writing I felt like I had a lot to say. Lost was a rerun tonight, that was a disappointment. Invasion wasn't even on. I swear if that disappears off the air I'm calling those bitches at ABC. I need resolution!! WHAT ARE THE ALIENS DOING HERE! Okay, I know I'm being ridiculous. I want to wish all my friends in school right now good luck on their finals. The only thing I'm missing about finals right now is the party after!! RIGHT AMANDA! PARTY SHOES!!! (I think there's a strong possibility I'm having party withdrawals).

Anyways. It's late and I'm still hungry. Peace out bitches.