...and i rode along side till you lost me there in the open road

There is something so real about life and the bad things that happen to people. I was just discussing with someone yesterday about traveling and how moments like these in life are what really matter. And then something bad happens to a friend and you question why. You question why bad things happen to good people. And I know you can think of a million situations where lots of people live very hard lives. I think things happen for a reason. I know my friend will be ok. But what I don’t know is how those other people go home and feel ok with themselves. I don’t understand how it gets from point A to point Z so quickly. And when do you get so caught up in your own drama that you forget about what really matters. I’ve managed to remove some of my drama lately however only in hopes to replace it with suffering and compassion. And not necessarily suffering and compassion in me. I also think the universe turns on everyone at some point and I wonder when my point will come. Maybe my point already came when I lost my Grandma. Or when I lost a good friend. It’s a somber feeling really. Life slows down for a second and you began to realize life is about what you want it to be about.


I'm so sorry Kev. You are an amazing person and that's all that matters in this life anyways.