Yeah so I guess that whole inclination of wanting to write everyday passed. I now waver between bitter and bored these days. And I honestly think the bitter comes from being bored. No really, here me out. I'm not sure why I become so restless so easily when I'm not one to have barely a moment for myself these days. It's never enough. And I've never wanted to be one of those people. I have never din the feeling of always wanting. Maybe it's wanting what you can't have. Maybe it's thinking that you are owed something. I'm not really sure. But what I do know is, take a step outside of your little circle of your world. Ask yourself do you really think about others when you talk? When you act? When you freaking do anything? Haha we are all guilty of this. We are all guilty of acting in the moment then forgetting before you can remember to turn.
A couple posts ago I mentioned "It's the fool who forgets." Well this has multiple meanings. I guess when I say the "fool" I am referring to ANY and EVERYONE. It's the fool that forgets their friend or a memory or whatever. But it's also the fool that thinks of their friend or of a memory. Make sense? My point is we are all fools and it's time we recognize it.
So I guess my question is what happens when you finally accept things the way they are. What happens when you decide to just "accept" the way your friend treats you when you know deep down it pisses you off. Or when you "accept" that it really isn't fate, it's just God toying with your emotions cause he's bored. Bitter and bored maybe? Lol. Just kidding but really. I believe there are only certain things in this world we have control over. Accepting that should be the first step right? Whatever! Forgetting isn't the answer either. So what is I ask you?
Bite me!
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