WTF

Beware reader: this is going to be a really upset and ridiculous post.

Dear World,

CAN I JUST SAY WTF?  Like what is with you making my life a living hell in every possible way.  The only person NOW I haven't pissed off is my mom.  Give it time, I know, sure thing.  I see her in a few days so I'm sure something is bound to fly out of my mouth.  And is there any hope for recourse on anything?  Now, now, things are just sour.  Friend gets fired, a nightmare of mistakes and stress everyday, screw up with my BFF, obviously realize my efforts with someone else are WASTED, no one has the faith in my anyways, guilt trip, kicked in face, crappy appetite, no sleep... NO FREAKING BREAK.  You know what I get so damn sick of?  Everyone else that has it good.  You don't realize how good you have it, think about it.  Where as, I work all of the time, it seems like I do nothing else.  And the fun, I attempt to have?  Yeah, I get disregarded.  I don't have anything in me left for anything.  I try, I attempt to charm, I attempt at anything and I fail miserably.  ANY WAY.  For those of you actually wasting your time reading my continuous garbage, I apologize, you really have not learned anything about me and actually may pity me.  Do me a favor, if you talk to me, try to give me a break, I'm doing all I can to do the right thing and say the right thing but really I'm about to lose it.  I'm about to lose all the things that are keeping me together and at this f ing point, I don't know what those things are.

WTF WORLD!  Give me a break!!!!

SO DONE,
Kristin