I just spent the past 30 mins trying to play Dance Dance Revolution. If you don't know what this is you might be better off. But everyone I know LOVES this game. I however, believe stamping "STUPID" to my forehead accomplishes the same thing as playing this game. I didn't want to play and when I did (to make my brothers happy) I sucked hardcore. I mean talk about a way to lower my self-esteem in less then 2 seconds to the point of almost putting me to tears! (I know I'm a little dramatic but I can't help it) Well, I am recovered despite the distress the game caused.

I still do not have the Internet. I never could really understand how much our generation NEEDS the Internet until now. I mean sure I can go to the library or to my friends or just about a million other places to use the Internet. The point is though, if it's not in my place of residence that's not good enough! I mean take away my TV but give me the Internet!!

Anyways. My mamma's here this weekend. So I get to see my brothers too. It should make for a nice weekend with the family especially since we all are hardly never together. I just wish my Big daddy could be here. My mom leaves tomorrow so by tomorrow night I will have drove over 200 miles in two days. How much does that blow!? Especially when gas is minimum $2 a gallon. SO DUMB!
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On a different note: Summer is beautiful at the Fort. I love having the top down and just driving around in the sunshine. I feel more free then I ever have lately. And not just cause I have my own apartment but because I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I can't believe I pulled it off this semester (or year for that matter) with my grades and just still being sane in the end. I feel like a new person. It's great.

Welp, that's all I have for the moment. I wish everyone hope and faith for each day. That may sound corny but I think with this you can do anything and be anyone. Yep.

"Walk on..."