I've found throughout the last couple days that things are more complicated then they need to be right now. My family is going through some hard times. I wish that there would be direction given to those who need it. I am worried about my dad. He is in a lot of pain and he doesn't deserve it. My mom has turned into an intense worrywort due to my dad and us kids. I wish I could do something. I wish I could make more money to give them. I wish I could help.
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There was a tornado warning today in Fort Collins. It was an odd day for weather. It was about 80 degrees mid day then about 5 it got cooler. It was overcast and looked like rain. The temperature went down a little more as the night went on. At about 9 the wind started to pick up and there was lightening in the distance. I think it's raining now... I love the weather. I love how unpredictable Colorado weather is. You can't get that anywhere else cool like Colorado! But yeah. Sometimes I think when I'm 30 and had my fill of the retail world, I will go back to school to be a meterologist. I've always been fascinated by the weather. I've always wanted to be like Kathy Sabine. She's cool and hip.
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UPDATE: Still no Internet. It's cool, I think I'm getting used to it. I don't have cable in my apartment anymore so that might take a little getting used to. But all and all. It's okay; I think it's good for me. I've started reading a book for fun and I borrowed my neighbor's newspaper. Sidenote: My neighbor is not there and didn't pick up he/his paper. I plan to return it. I cleaned my apartment and now it smells pretty. My life is getting simpler by the moment and I love it. I need no drama, so that's what I'm shooting for!