Tonight was a dramatic night, filled with all sorts of emotions. For some odd reason though, I have no desire to speak to anything that happened tonight. I do want to say I feel a lot better about myself. I emailed two people I told myself I would never let myself talk to again. But I don't want to be that person who shuts off people (because I feel like I've become that). Last week two people I haven't spoke much to lately emailed me. We talked and we are ok. 2 down 2 to go. So I emailed the other 2 and even if they don't email back, I've done what I needed to. I truly hope all these people are well. And I truly hope they believe the past is the past as much as I do.

On a happy note, it stopped raining in my Jeep.