In attempts to avoid what I should be doing I am here. I have to talk about what I did last night. I volunteered with Justin for RAMRIDE. It's a program CSU offers students/people in Fort Collins for a safe ride home. Enterprise donates all sorts of cars and we get to drive them around Fort Collins taking kids home. I had a blast. Despite Justin and I were driving around a KIA Sedona (which is an ugly minivan), the 17 people we took home were very grateful. I have to say you do volunteer your time for this because it was 4AM when I got home (We had started at 8PM). Noon today came too soon. It's a good thing we gain an hour tonight for "FALL BACK." Any ways. I look forward to volunteering again for RAMRIDE because it was soooo much fun. What else... I'm gradually growing tired of a lot of things and one of them is that I'm the one single person left in my group of good friends. I'm trying to work on this other kid but it seems like another lost cause. I have final interviews next week for a job when I graduate. It's really a job I want too. I just got the itinerary and they are providing all sorts of fun for us. We get to meet and interview with lots of important people, we are eating dinner on Friday at the ESPN zone, then the next night we are eating at Brooklyn's then GOING TO A NUGGETS GAME!!! Now I admit I'm a fan of the Mavericks when it comes to Basketball. BUT the Nuggets are Colorado's team and I support MY STATE. Oh yeah another cool thing, I am one of about 50 people across the country who has been picked for interviews out of initially over 150 people. Definitely a confidence booster! GOOO ME!

By the way for those of you who will comment about me and Texas. I hate you and I hate Texas. So why don't you stop giving me a hard time about living in a place I NEVER WANTED TO LIVE. I'm not from there. I don't like it there and neither do my parents. So do me a favor, the next time you want to make fun of me because of Texas, don't. Cause I don't like that about you. AND I DON'T LIKE TEXAS. Leave me alone about things I can't control.

Any ways. I'm off my soap box. Tonight I have no desire to do anything. The problem with "liking" boys is that you want to see them and do stuff with them. It's stupid! I should just call him. RIGHT. Last night at RAMRIDE I saw someone I really haven't spoke with in a long time. He was nice and complimented me. It was nice. Call me crazy but I like being complimented. Wait so does everyone! WOW. Not sure where all this is going but there you have it.

"I've got friends in low place..."

Thanks again Justin. RAMRIDE was so great. Sharon, Dustin, Nick and Mike were memorable.