Confidence is all I need...

Today has been a great day (but its only 1:50pm). I got to ride the bus with the great bus driver who always makes us laugh. Class was boring. My friend in my class bought me lunch at Panda Express. Yum yum. Today was the day I was going to try and make my move. Low and behold, I chickened out. It's so easy to chicken out. But I'm going to try Thursday. Here's the thing... I want to ask this boy out, so I'm going to try to do that. I mean what have I got to loose? My pride. But honestly, I lost that about two weeks ago in some presentation (I'm still bitter). So no pride to lose, maybe a little confidence. Above all I am going to try and be brave. But what do I do? Do I wait for him after class (after our test) and ask him out then? Do I wait to see if I can catch him in the LAB and hope we run into each other? Do I continue to flirt when I can and hope he catches on? See here's the story. We met and he asked me out but this was when I was sorta seeing that other guy. So he's probably under the impression I'm seeing this other guy. Which I'm not. So what now? I'm hoping it will come to me. I talked to him yesterday and I'm getting excited... I'm being ridiculous I know. It's like I'm in middle school again. Someone please slap me.

Any ways. I walked home today in my shoes that hurt my feet. But the sun was shining and it was gorgeous out. It's crazy how the sun gets brighter because it reflects off the snow or something. So that's what I have. Life is good... AS IT ALWAYS IS! You know, life would be boring if it was good all the time. We wouldn't appreciate anything.

I'm going to get ready for another interview. Let's hope I can knock some shoes off with my mad skills. Hold on for the ride kids.

"All I want for Christmas is you."