Ok I can still manage to say school is so dumb and its break. Research is dumb and libraries are too. Bitter party of one.

Last night I talked with a friend of mine... we can call him JONNY. Ok that's really his name but what does it matter right? He has chosen to no longer read my blog for other reasons which is fine. But I told him just cause he doesn't read I would write a whole post about him! Well, I'm not going to do that but I can tell you a couple things. We've managed to stay friends after some heartbreaking incidents. We have managed to stay friends throughout my move to Texas in high school and our distance in college. And we have managed to stay friends when we both have become two different people from when the people we were in 9th grade. All of this I suppose is no different from your story. But the reality of it is, we are getting old. And I know you are like ok you guys are 21 and 22 and whatever. But I am graduating in May. I'm starting my life. You know he will be graduating next December along with Katie and Brett and others. Our wonderful college life is coming to an end and I have two things to say about that. 1) I couldn't be more excited. I'm ready to begin a new phase in my life. 2) I'm terrified, I'd rather be a college student for the rest of my life. I know both of these points are contradictions and most students at my age and place are going through this same thing. What's new right? Well, nothing I'm afraid to inform.

It's break and here I am stressing about school. Someone please tell me I'm crazy. This semester will be over with in no time. Next semester will fly by like it never happened. Hopefully I will have a job waiting for me and hopefully it will be with a company I want to become a part of.

I didn't intend to tell anyone anything new in this post. Jonny is a good friend of mine. My father knows how to get on my last nerve cause he's bored out of his mind. I'm becoming sick over what my group still needs to accomplish in the next week. I would rather do relaxing things but for some reason I'm attached to the damn computer. I'm looking forward to meeting new boys and starting new relationships. And most of all I'm NOT excited to make Perogies again for my family. What have I done.

On the flip side, my brothers will be here in no time and what better time to be thankful. Happy Thanksgiving kids, I'm sure we'll talk soon.