Aggravation couldn't be more of an understatement all the sudden. All my great plans with my great confidence GONE! I know the kind of response I will get by telling you all this, but I don't care. I'm more disappointed in myself then the rest of you are. I thought I could do it but the forces that be told me not to wait any longer. Why didn't I wait? Cause I'm a chicken and that about sums it up. I have an hour of my life to waste now cause I'm not getting that date I wanted to get. I walked around campus for a little while hoping to see him coincidently like the loser I am and I didn't. Talk about a lot of build up to nothing. Who knows, fate tells me to keep the faith. My brain tells me I'm a fool. My heart tells me I'm a dumbass. I will recover. I believe the forces that be (yes I said it again) have been on my side lately and hopefully I will be provided with another opportunity. That's all I ask for. So as for my efforts, I should not be commended. Amanda was very disappointed in me and I couldn't agree more. Oh well, the saga continues...

This blog should now be called "Kristin, the CHICKEN." Any thoughts? Kinda rhymes.