So I'm here, in Texas. It's been a nice time to see my parents, go shopping and see some friends. Which is what inspired me to write this post. One of my friends. I told him I have a hard time writing what I want cause I have a good idea of who reads. And he asked me why it was worth it if I can't say what I want. He's right. So my post today is completely inspired by what I'm really thinking. However, I may be embarrassed from it.
One of my friends, he's great. He makes me think a lot about different things. He's funny. I enjoy seeing him every time I come home because he never stops making me laugh. I've realized with the last couple guys I've dated, I really want some one that will make me laugh. My friend's outlook on life and humor is something I want in someone. And the reality of it is, is that I like this guy. He's funny and that's enough for me. And it seems so fitting because he lives in another state and is about to move across the United States for his girlfriend. Which is bittersweet. It leaves me with hope though, hope that I will find someone like him. Someone that will make me laugh, someone that will find fate in things that happen. Someone that believes in himself and doesn't need a girl to tell him who he is. I have a feeling I will be very embarrassed to know he's read this but at the same time I have nothing to hide. So that's what I've got today. I've got hope. I've got a little direction and insight into what I'm looking for in "that" special person. It's a bit of a sad story, because like always I can't have what I want. But "that" person is so hard to find, that if you got them that easily, they wouldn't be worth it.