April snow brings May flowers. Wait... what? Yeah that's right. It's almost May and it's snowing here in lovely Colorado. And it's freezing outside. Driving home at almost 2AM in the morning made me realize there is no way in hell I'm getting up to go workout. Call me lazy FINE. But I'm in the best shape I've been in since high school so you can take that. Ok, I don't have a good excuse but I know I don't like to get up on my free will and go into the cold. No, the gym is not outside. But its a good 20 minutes and I'm just not willing to make that sacrifice. And another excuse is I'm going to sleep in because I really have been exhausted lately. My emotions are on overload and I haven't been sleeping well. I mean I sleep but I wait up restless so I might as well have not slept. Don't worry, I'm just freakin cause I'm going to miss my friends and college a lot. I'm going to miss doing whatever I want to do whenever I want to. I'm stressing about getting all my stuff done. Packing has come to a halt and I need to get my extra credit done. Moving on...

5 games = Champions. Robert and I are the champions of coffee table beer pong. We were amazing. My brothers would have been proud. But I'm not going to lie to everyone. We played sitting down. It was on a coffee table and there was no beer. Doesn't sound like beer pong? WORK WITH ME. We did however make up for lack of beer with our micro brews, and delicious mixed drinks. Overall: I rocked hard and no one could take me down.

Times like these, where big changes are occurring, always gets you thinking deep about life. I realized tonight my friends are really going to miss me. And yes that sounds conceited but for a long time there all I was hearing was "you are leaving us..." Tonight was refreshing to see how much we all love hanging out together. I love my friends. I do. They are amazing and they are all coming to my grad party and we are all walking for diabetes (minus people that can't, you are still there is spirit). But man. I AM SO LUCKY. I AM SO LUCKY. I can't keep going or I will cry.

Kelly: I will never hate you or Laura. I will always accept you and everything about you guys. I love you guys. You guys are some amazing people I wish I had met 10 years ago.
Robert: My coffee table beer pong partner. I owe you forever for cultivating my iPod. It's so happy, it wants you to know we will be friends forever.
Amanda: I'm sorry for what is going on. I'm here and you better know it. I love you to pieces and can't believe our time is running thin. I'm so happy we will be friends for life too.

AND yes, I have many other people I want to shout out to but these are a few people I just saw. These people mean the world to me. It's amazing for we take for granted. Because forever is right now.