I'm trying to salvage the use of my Internet while it works. I've just returned to Fort Collins from being in Denver all weekend. It was unwelcoming to come home to a parking lot that was full, a cold apartment and a weird smell. This weekend has confirmed my "readiness" if you will. I spent the weekend with my mom and it was wonderful. I really would like to have my last month here be great but something tells me it's not going to be. On my drive up tonight, I started to think about all these things I could write about. But in reality I can't write any of that. I run the risk people reading and then I'm screwed.
A couple things I can take away from this weekend: 1. I can't wait to live in Denver to be closer to my brothers and eventually my parents. I love my family, they are amazing. 2. I'm ready to live on my own. I know I say that just about every time I'm here but it's true. One, it's cold in my apartment and I enjoy my room more then any other part of the apartment which is sad. I don't feel like my roommates and I have any connection anymore. It was like old times at the bar on Thursday when I saw my roommate and then the next day he didn't remember seeing me. And don't get me wrong the loss of connection is on everyone's part including mine. It probably doesn't help that I'm more then ready to move on. 3. The college drama begins to feel like middle school. 4. New furniture is so fun.

Okay, moving on... I have some goals I want to share with everyone. These are things I want to do before I graduate.
1. Get an oil change. It's about that time and I really like when they make sure everything is all wonderful in my baby. 2. Pack efficiently for a change. Never have I packed where it made it easy to unpack. 3. Get a little trimmer. I've been working out as consistently as I can with how busy I am. I just want to keep that going and be a little more trim for graduation. 4. Make some more money. My couches will not come for free and neither will my tables. 5. End things on a good note. 6. Do my homework in advance. I cannot afford to procrastinate any longer. My 12 week grace period is over. I need to get my stuff done so the end of the month goes smoothly. Yes, I'm graduating but I still need to pass. 7. Stop shopping. Except for furniture. And 8. Relax. Everything will be fine.

Well there you have it. I'm sure I could keep going on what I need to do and blah blah blah. TRUTH is... It's already April and in the blink of an eye it will be May 14th.