Forgive me father for I have sinned. My blog has turned into a bunch of crap. My posts just keep getting more lame.

Saw some old friends tonight. I swear sometimes I think I've changed so much but when I'm around old friends it's like it's old times and nothing has changed. Does that make any sense? Probably not. Any who, thanks Jonny and Alex, you guys rock my world.

Speaking of friends, I think I've become a whore for friends. That does not sound right. But I really feel like I've become "that" girl who just wants some friends. And I have friends but they are just not close in proximity. It's kinda of like making that transition to hanging out with people you don't normally hang out with. Not bad just different. But this whole "no one going through the same thing as me" is getting old. It's getting so old I'm pretty sure my mom is sick of listening to me complain about it. And to make my depression worse, money is so tight. So when I can hang out with my friends I spend money. DAMNED IF YOU DO AND DAMNED IF YOU DON'T.

Gave a presentation at work. My co-workers told my boss that I did better than they thought I would do. That's nice. Thanks for your support guys. But maybe I wouldn't like me either. I am kinda of conceited when it comes to myself.

Any who. I think I will be heading up to the fort on Saturday night. My friends that love me want me to come and drink some beer with them on Sunday. It's Brewfest. Which translates as a big party in the middle of the day in Old Town with all your friends and lots of beer. Yes, I'm not a big beer girl but I drink me some Easy Street.

Congratulations San Antonio.