Just got finished reading updates on three different blogs. I know for sure everyone is coming from a different place. One blog was completely hilarious. One blog made a little sick to my stomach and the last blog reminded me of the little things in this life. I came here today to write a post worth something. I'm not going to lie, my blog has been sucking hardcore lately. But the reality of it is, that's a good thing! I think it means my lift has calmed down a bit. Things that bothered me before I either don't have to deal with or don't have anymore. So in response to the blogs I read. The first one: keep writing like that and you will keep me entertained for years to come. The second one: You are right, there is two sides. It's not my place and I'll keep out. And the last blog: Like you said if it's meant to be it will be. I always hated that saying "if it's meant to be it will be." One of my friends posted a while back about the ability to control if it's meant to be and what the hell that stupid saying means anyways. To me, I keep this saying around because I relate it to God. I relate is to things that are out of my hands, out of my control. But in all honesty? I'm not sure if I believe for one second the whole "wait for it" mentality. Nothing will just BE if it's meant to BE. Seriously, we all make choices everyday in our lives that effect this lame tragic theory on why things happen. Or why we can't control things. I think I remember my friend using some kind of analogy about if you don't wear your seat belt and you die because of that, that was meant to happen. I don't know, it was something along those lines. That's a load of BS because I believe there are things in this life we can control. Maybe I'm conflicted, because I'm all about God doing his thing but I also believe God wants me to do my thing to. Anyone following? Whatever, I'm not really sure where I was going with that but I do know this. Everyone that tells you "if it's meant to be it will be" either has received everything in the palm of their hand or has never received anything.



All the beauty in the world doesn't make you beautiful.