I guess it's time for an update!? The weekend was extremely relaxing. I attempted to make plans on Friday but all efforts fell through. I spent most of Saturday shopping for Christmas, trying to beat the rush but ended up fighting a battle. I tried Indian food for the first time for dinner and it was delicious. It was different but exciting. I love trying new types of food and such. And today I laid around and finished decorating my apartment for the holidays. I'll be posting pictures soon. But there is it. That was my weekend and it was spectacular.

I'm not really looking forward to this week. I mean it will be extremely short so that's nice. But the promotion I was going for went to someone else in the office and that will be announced soon. Blah. I'm happy for her, she deserved it. But it still sucks a bit. Oh well, I'm also glad that I did not get it once I heard more about what the position entailed. My talents will be better spent elsewhere.

What else? As the holidays emerge, I'm thrown. It's the first Christmas I'm at my own place, doing my own thing. It's exciting. I just wish all of this hadn't happened with the guy. I'm finding it hard to get over and move on. And everybody tells me you will get over it blah blah blah. But the truth is none of you know. And I thank you for all your support. But as far as this goes anymore, it's on me. It's what I think and what I want. So there it is. How do you turn off your heart? You don't. It doesn't have a switch. Thanks anyways!