Okay okay. I'm here for an update. I finally have a moment were I can breathe and collect my thoughts. I have been out sick the past two in a half days with strep throat or something else that a lot of medication is taking care of.

So what is going on with Kristin. Echo is still Echo. I've applied for a promotion at corporate that I do not think I will get. I am the kind of person that is devoted to her company but it's hard to be devoted to Echo. Echo has a long way to come but it is a Fortune 300 company and I'm proud of that. I'm sick of working my second job. It sucks and they were completely rude to me when I called in because I've been on my death bed. Stupid Panera. Ruins lives. I did have a little talk about how important my second job to me was and if I'm working the normal time I work, it pays for my car payment so I shouldn't stop. Money is about to get ridiculously tight because my student loan payments are about to begin. Isn't that nice? What a great Christmas gift.

I really have been trying to keep certain parts of my life out of the blog lately. But the reality of it is that when I do that I find myself without anything to say. So I'm going to try a be a little more open. I mean I have an audience! Any ways. I have a boyfriend these days. It's kinda weird being in a serious relationship again but who knows where it's going to go. I just know this time around it's my decision and it's whatever makes me happy. I refuse to have friends that rub my mistakes in my face anymore. So that's new. What about him? He's great. He's wonderful and he's sweet. Yep! That's all you get.

What else. Drama with the Fort Collins friends! I swear ever since I left it's been major drama and I can thankfully say I'm trying not to be apart of it. But while I'm on the subject... ROBERT CASTRO. I told you I would dedicate a whole blog to you and while I haven't held up that part of the bargain it's not like you have either. I'm not sure what it's going to take for you to realize what is going on here. I'm extremely concerned about you. But I guess having close friends like Jessie, Amanda and I extremely concerned about you isn't enough. When have you had enough Robert? When are you going to continue to let her rule everything you do? Look everyone has their own gosh damn story to this whole situation and I think it's all a load of bull shit. So when you are drunk and want to throw your insured phone against the wall again why don't you think about what you are doing and the person you are becoming. And memorizing her number doesn't change who she is and how she is trying to fuck with your life. Robert, you are better than all this and I know you know you are. Please stop believing you can't get through this because you can. I still believe in you. Jessie still believes in you and Amanda and Dan still believe in you. Why make this harder than it already is? GET BETTER PLEASE.

Okay, off the soap box Kristin. What else can I enlighten everyone with? A little shout out to Ryno and Sarah. Congratulations on your engagement!! That's wonderful. I get to go see Harry Potter before it comes out with Amanda and Dan. I'm so excited. GO HP! My weekend is about to suck. I am going to be stuck at home trying to get over my horrible sickness alone and sad. I actually thought yesterday morning I needed to go to the ER. But I didn't want to pay for that so I managed it get through my fever and non-swallowing and made it.

Another great thing. NICOLE BARNES! You have found me and I don't know how but it's great to hear from you and I can't wait to see you. That's really all I have for right now. Take care bitches and I hope none of you get strep throat because I thought I was close to my death.