Do you ever feel like you fall back into something because it's familiar? Do you ever feel like you convince yourself that someday it will be worth it? It will be perfect? I feel like I have fallen back to old and familiar thoughts. Is that a good thing? Probably not. But it's possibly more healthy for me to have these thoughts then not. I've been quite absent from here, mostly because I don't have much to say. Physically, I think this chronic tonsillitis stuff is taken a turn for the worse. I've been feeling not so great the last couple days.

I came on here with more to say and now that I'm here I can't find my words. Christmas is over. It was wonderful but I will be sad to see the holidays go. I've been in a weird mood lately. I've been extra emotional and for no reason. I hope this funk passes.

Any who. Hope everyone is well. Happy new year! Let's make 2006 spectacular!