Thursday, October 12, 2006

slightly above hysterical doesn't even begin to describe

Over dramatic, yes. Someone has been trying to get in my place (2 nights now). It is absolutely freaking me out. And no, I don't need you to try and rationalize this situation, I have more than enough people that are trying to do that. Be supportive, understand I'm scared and be a friend. Thank you to family and friends that have provided advice and support. I don't like to be scared in my own home. I'm taking the necessary precautions to hopefully "adjust" this situation. But does this person know me? Is this person some drunk jerk getting lost on precisely the same day every week and finding my place? Is it just some stupid kids enjoying freaking people out? Is it... I could continue. Overreacting YEAH probably but you are not me. Imagine the impossible and times that by 2. It's like "you think you know but you have no idea." Need to start dating muscular men to stay to my place and protect me. Looking back really have never dated a tall buff guy, what is that about. I mean you've had your 5'10 football players and can't forget tanning lotion guy but honestly where are the 6'2 linebackers? HAHAH. Brief moment of humor and back to being scared to sleep at night. REALLY, being scared to be in my apartment. Keep looking at the door like it's going to morph into some serial killer rapist. Nice thought... Who knows why this is happening. I just hope it doesn't happen again. I can't imagine how much more "slightly above hysterical" I can get.

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