Put your hands on me baby

I know I promised pictures from the trip. I just need some time to put them together. Things have been, dare I say, interesting since I returned from my trip. My trip humbled me a little on what life is really about. I come home and I inadvertently throw myself into a ton of drama! Well I think the next couple weeks will need to focus on getting rid of that. Or at least some of it. I'm honestly not sure what to write here. I would like to discuss a situation that has been going on but alas it might be read for what it's not and people like to think its about them when it's not (or is for that matter) and then MORE DRAMA. So I will attempt to dance around the topic.

It's weird how music speaks to you when your emotions are running on empty. It's amazing how much girls and guys and their "relationships" focus on power and then off course the "shifting" of power. Does that make sense? It's like we do specific things to send a message when in all actuality we should just say what we mean. I worry that sometimes I say too much of what I mean and then I end up digging myself a hole. Why is it easier to remove ourselves then face situations? I have to say things are turning around from the past month, new things, good things, better things. I just have to keep reminding myself that life is too short and not to focus on the things that just hurt or on the things that are going nowhere. Maybe the time is never going to be right. And even if I do what I need to do, is it going to get me where I need to be? Because life does not always turn out how you plan. And what's best for you may not be what you think is best for you. I know, I'm getting deep. But the truth is, I was telling my friend Jessie this, spend time doing what you want and spend time with the people you want. Life is too short to waste your time with people that won't jump in front of a bus for you. Good analogy huh!? I'm not saying write off those other people but honestly, let's work on allocating our time more efficiently. GOSH I sound like I'm at work! Well, do me a favor, don't take what I say against you or you or you. Cause you know what? It's about a lot of things and it in the end only matters to me.

"If I could escape... And re-create a place as my own world" -Gwen Stefani