Jealousy is one nasty mo fo! It's unfortunate that this is the topic of discussion for my long awaited blog post. I don't find myself with a ton of words these days. And in days were I do want to write its usually about someone pissing me off or road rage, both items I'm sure all of you get tired of reading about. But I guess the topic of jealousy today will potentially coincide with things that make me mad. Maybe I should rename my blog to that: Things that make Kristin mad."
Anyways. On to my discussion. I find myself full of jealousy these days. I know its not healthy but it is what it is. I'm jealous of my friends that "have it all." The guy, the job, the house, the this, the that. I plan and try to get there but I have to remember I'm different. I have to remember that what I have is just as good and to be thankful. I'm jealous of those with lots of money (lol). Money makes things hard, whether you have it or not. I feel like sometimes there is no happy medium. I'm jealous of the attention I've lost with some of my friends and more in part the friendships that have faded due to unexplained circumstances. Nothing necessarily went wrong except distance and time. I'm jealous of those that keep in touch with people I'd really love to hear from.
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Aside for the topic of jealous, I do have some recent thoughts to people I care for. Katie: I think about you a lot and hope you are well. Would love to hear when you decide to start having kids! Krystal: The first to be married and the first to have kids! Katie, Kenyetta and I were right! Anyways hope the babies are well. Brian: Congrats on expecting! Jonny: Miss you and hope you are well. Scott: Not sure where things landed but hope you are well. Meredith: In times like these, deep breathes and margaritas help. Hang in there, I'm always here for you. Justin: May the tide send you in the right direction. Don't ever forget your faith and come visit Amanda and I! Amanda/BFF: I don't tell you enough how thankful I am for our friendship.
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