Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Someday it will be right

So I'm coming to terms with the fact that maybe, just maybe, what I want to go my way, may never.  And I'm not just talking about one thing (as some of you that have no faith in me thought of immediately).  I'm referring to a lot of different things.  In work or in relationships or in anything we put ourselves into, there are no guarantees you are going to get anything.  I mean, obviously, there are no guarantees in life.  It's frustrating.  I mean with work you have to try, you have to, it's your job.  In relationships, you decided whatever you want to do at the time.  Not usually is it ever a thought out decision which is probably why it's so easy to fight with those we love.  You make your decisions on emotion and possibly what you think you are getting out of it.  Let's just say I experienced this ten fold today.  Just hoping for Hail Mary.  Wondering when somethings got to give.

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