Ok so I haven't hit rock bottom yet but I feel it coming.  And let me tell you that's a positive comment.  The summer is winding down so fast I can't believe it's almost August. 

I've found through people in my life things are not what they seem.  And this is true for just about everything.  I don't mean this negatively either.  I've attempted to read people but that is becoming a losing battle.  I've attempted to understand the actions of particular people but that is also a losing battle.  And I've attempted to do what I thought I should, especially this summer and I might be missing it all together.  Wow... this sounds really negative but believe me it's not.  It's more of a realization that I can't have everything my way.  It's the realization that I don't have control over my fate, however, at times I'm led to believe otherwise.  No matter how hard I try things will happen as they may. 

My class is done and over with.  It's funny though, it doesn't even feel any different.  I'm anticipating the move to the new apartment every moment.  I love change like moving.  I love starting from a new in that retrospect. 

Ok I'm done babbling.  It's off to bed to wake up to another extremely long day.  May there be hope and reason to what comes in the next couple days.