I got off the bus this morning with a smile on my face. The bus driver made my day. I don't know why he was so nice but it definitely helped start my day on the right foot. My quiz this morning turned out to be extra credit, which was wonderful. I have already seen Mr. Dinner and I learned that he smokes. A big turn off, not that I was turned on in the first place. But that's not the point. Anyways. I've determined my last year in college I'm as unmotivated as they come. I honestly believe it isn't worth stressing about cause it won't matter 10 years from now. Or 1 year for that matter. Besides, as long as I'm enjoying myself, that's all that matters.
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It's been raining a lot lately. There is something about the rain I love. Maybe how it falls on your face or how you can see the drops fall through the light. The rain reminds that above all there is always been something uncontrollable. You know whether be the rain or the snow or how your roommate gets mad cause he has to do the dishes. Regardless of what it is, you can only control so much. But yet, we all are limitless. We have opportunity in whatever we do.

So I'm left with the question. Why don't you take the road less traveled? It’s more exciting anyways.
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Group meeting tonight with Sex God. I'm looking forward to confessing my love to him. No, not really, I'm lying. Why would I ever go out on a limb? I'm crazy, I know. Hahaha, whoever reads, please do not be discouraged in my actions (or lack there of). I promise, if I confirm he is single I will act. How can I not? It's like not breathing. Maybe that's dramatic, but I never claimed to be simple.