It's late and I'm very angry. I just wrote this very long post about whatever and I just lost it. I cry. Anyways. due to my stubbornness I am determined to remember it and write it again. Here I go!

The weekend was wonderful again with good friends and good fun. I didn't accomplish much but the time was well spent. Yesterday was interesting. I got some quality bonding time with Katie and CSU won. I did receive two wild phone calls last night. When I say wild I mean odd, weird, and unique if you will. One was from a good friend from the Air Force Academy. To my surprise, his alter ego, the pirate, presented himself. Needless to say, I was unable to come to any conclusions about the conversation except that alcohol was involved. The other phone call came from a boy in my class. Not the gorgeous I'll marry you boy I spoke of in the last post. He was inquiring what I was doing for the evening. When I informed him, I was spending time at home due to my long day, he asked me about tomorrow (Sunday). I told him I had lots to do and then he asked if he could "steal" me away for dinner. I said yes cause dinner doesn't hurt right? Well, he was nice, sweet, and great company. Sounds perfect right? Well being the selfish blonde I am, I have to have sparks to be interested in a guy. No sparks tonight. Maybe tomorrow? If I'm lucky. DEFINITELY TUESDAY AND WEDNESDAY. I get to see Sex God. (Yes, that's his new name. And that label does come from these series of books I'm reading. The books are the diary of a British 13 year old. The books are teenage reading but I love them. Thanks Amanda!) Anyways.

Katie came to church with me. It was wonderful. I am reminded and taught again what is most important in life. The health and wellness of my friends and family. Just that. Nothing else.


I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I've got to do or who I'm supposed to be... I don't want to be anything other than me