I'm at loss of words to what I just read. I know it was not the intention of the post but reading a friend's blog has brought back a lot of pain and tears. I have been meaning to read this post about my friend's grandfather being unwell. My mom and another friend said it was very heartfelt and deep. So I read it today, knowing I shouldn't. I cried for what he was going through, both him and his grandfather. I cried because all the emotions of my grandma came rushing home. I refreshed the site for some reason. (I had left it up on my computer for a couple days to remind myself to read). There was a new post of his grandfather passing. I am without words to try to console. All I'm left with is tears of sadness. Tears of his grandfather, of his family, of my grandma and of my family. Tears that just want to make me go home and never go back to anything. The worse part of all this is... I know exactly how this feels and not a day goes by that I don't remember her. Not a day goes by that I don't wish I could see her. It's almost been a year and my tears feel like it was yesterday.

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.