In a little while... surely you'll be mine. In a little while... I'll be there.

I just got finished reading one of my friends entire blog. And I am so happy and sad inside right now. I am so happy because I finally get to read about this person I never get to see. I am so happy because he's allowed me to opportunity to see the little deeper side of him. It's the side of him I haven't known for years. I'm sad because I haven't been able to be there for him like I wish I could have been. I'm sad because I'm missing out on a lot of his life, largely in part because of distance. But everything he wrote, like once he told me, is everything I'm thinking. We both write a lot about our relationships and what we are looking for. We both write about how we are looking for where God is leading our lives. And because I have the opportunity to read now, I'm inspired. I'm inspired by his will and love for life. I'm inspired that he is always trying to better his life because honestly we all should be doing that. But here, the moral of the story is, time is of the essence. I really hope my job's location is in Denver. Because then I will get to see him more and be a better friend to him.

I'm graduating in 15 weeks. I'm time here in Fort Collins is expiring and it's the scariest thing I've felt in a long time. And even worse, I'm trying to have the time of my life but the closer it gets the more anal I get about my money and time. And I know my friends aren't feelin it. But the truth is like my time here in Fort Collins, my student loans grace period will be expiring and screaming for some love. It makes my stomach hurt. Oh yeah, I don't know if I mentioned it but my job, yes, might not be in Denver. I requested Sacramento as my second choice. My mom told me that I wouldn't know a soul but here it is: I moved to Texas and had to start all over. I moved to Fort Collins and didn't know a soul. Things turned out for me and I have no doubt they will turn out for me where I turn up. Okay, I'm exhausted. I turned down two wonderful opportunities to spend time with my friends because I work all the time. Sad huh? And I'm still in school. Any ways. Have a good night blog. I'll be back soon.