The comments are so supportive.


Let me tell you about a girl named Kristin. She just moved out on her own. She is used to having people around her just about 24/7. She always has something to do or a great friend to hang out with. She has lived the past four years in the "college" life. Now all that is gone.

Okay Okay, feel sorry for me, feel sorry for me. NO, I know there is no reason to. But let me tell you that time has never gone by so slow. I have honestly had two days without anybody after work. When I graduated my parents stayed with me for a week then I went to Texas with them. I stayed with them for a week then Jill came to CO and stayed with me for a week. Saturday, Amanda and Eric came down and left on Sunday. So really, this sounds completely pathetic. But lately people at work have been asking about what I like to do in my spare time. Everything I liked to do or everything I did was in Fort Collins with my friends. I didn't even know what to say when I was asked the question. What do I do? Go home, watch a little TV and go to sleep. And the worst part of all this? I love being on my own. I love having my own place. And I don't feel like doing anything. So I am damned if I do and damned if I don't. HOW LAME IS THAT.

There is my sob story. OH WAIT, I can add more horridness. Hot guy at work has a girlfriend and hot installer probably lost my number. And to make matters worse, I wish certain things or feelings would pass. They wear on me and that's not fair when it's not my fault.

SO I WILL CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP. NO NO I WON'T. But I will throw a little pity party because I have nothing else to do. WAIT! I can go read my book. Amanda did you hear that! I'm going to read my book. I read it everyday! You better be proud.

Tomorrow I get to learn about the warehouse. Speaking of the warehouse, everyday I eat lunch I am eating at the same time the warehouse supervisor is eating. We always have a pleasant conversation. Somehow our conversation went south today and he began to talk about how he hopes there is one person for him (his match). I agreed with him. But I'm not going to lie, talking about matters of the heart with a perfect stranger is a bit bizarre. It's almost a fairy tale how we all just want to find that love that will last forever.

Have a stupendous night blog.