You know what's so incredibly sweet? Just the way things work out. And just the way things work THEMSELVES out. Now I don't really have anything specific to speak to about this but I don't know. I admit that I've been fairly sad lately, mostly due to not having my friends close anymore. The more time I have for myself, the more I think. But here's the thing, my own time is some of my favorite time so what then? Nothing. Anyways. As I was talking about how things tend to work themselves out. Yesterday I went to this church close by because I'm looking for a Catholic church. It was nice to be at church but I felt so out of place. I loved my church in Fort Collins because everyone was like me. There was no one my age at all at the church I went to on Sunday. There was the old, the semi old and the families. Just as church ended, the gentlemen next to me turned to me and said, "It was wonderful celebrating service with you. Have a great weekend!" It was nice. Events like these remind me to move on. Or like in Summerland, "To get over myself." Today, I was at Walmart and I was talking to my mom on the phone. I tend to talk to my mom just about everyday, sometimes twice because she's my best friend. Anyways. I was at Walmart, in one of the aisles and I looked up. There was this older lady walking with her cart. She looked so similar to my grandma. And I wanted to tell my mom but I knew that would make her sad. But it seems like my grandma shows up in people I see all the time. I looked at this lady's shoes and they looked like my grandma's. She even walked like her. She had perfect posture where her neck was completely straight. Almost like she was sticking her nose up but she wasn't. She was proud and standing up straight like my grandma always used to. But like I said, almost every week I see people that remind me of my grandma. I have no doubt she is one of my guardian angels. It's just wonderful I think. But I sit here and cry because I miss her so much but then I sit here and smile. I smile because she's my guardian angel and I get to see her all the time now. She's always with me, reminding me there are more important things in life when I'm down.