Being unsatisfied is a wasted effort.

I guess I'm not all here lately. I'm trying to get things under control but it just doesn't seem to be working out. I found out today my dog is the worst she has ever been. I can't begin to describe how much this dog in my family is like a family member. I hate that this is happening and it's tearing my parents up. I just wish I could do something and I wish she could be okay. Other than my dog, life is just kinda sucking lately. I started my second job and it's okay. Unfortunately, I don't want a second job but I have to get my finances under control. And yes like Laura said "you had to have a new car." I think it's really cool when my friends judge me and assume I just wanted a new car because I'm big money now. I guess it's hard to understand. Every year I was having to repair my old Jeep. I can't afford that, I guess I'd rather have a car payment. Whatever. So yeah, I am seriously out of shape and it's disgusting. I am thinking of getting a membership to Bally's so I can work out with people from work. I don't know, I need to do something. Everyone went back to school and I hate that too. I want to go to school. Screw this real world thing. It is such a hassle! Any ways. What else can I complain about? I am looking forward to meeting people at my second job. I really need some friends in Denver. I wish I had more friends that were like me, graduated with jobs, just trying to make it through the daily grind.

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