You know what's really stupid? Telling someone something rude because you can, because it makes you feel better. I try not to do this. Or how about rubbing in your face that you are just what you are. I also hate being told what I "should" be doing. I'm 22, graduated from college, living on my own. Something I call independence! But no, I'm too young to know anything still and yes, of course I don't know everything (I know I have a lot to learn). But honestly, why am I not given any consideration for my experience. Why is it all based on someone's perception of how things should be at 22 or whatever. Why can't we all just be happy for everyone at their different points of life. Why is competition in life (not just in careers, but in life) so exhausting. So you have the better car. So you have the better job. So you have the better whatever. What then. How great do you feel for how long. And why do we make such a big deal out of it all when it means nothing at the end of the day? We all have different paths we have to go on to reach whatever we want. That's why we are different. And that's why we can't understand eachother and get over it. Oh and don't tell me what you think I should be when I clearly have made my mind up! I suppose I feel like others are looking for yme to fail to make themselves look better (or feel better for that matter).

You know what's even more stupid? Parading around without your morals. I have watched a friend of mine turn into someone I hardly recognize. Well, honestly I have a few friends I can add to this category. One has "seemed" to have lost all of her morals. Another "happens" to never answer my messages despite the friends we were. Apparently that means nothing now! It's okay though. I'm sure it's my fault or it seems that's all she cares to remember. But the first girl. It's unfortunate to see all that she's become and is trying to be. Why do we all have to be so concerned about what others think! Why must we mold ourselves into something we think hides our insecurities? It's human nature I know, but it's extremely depressing.

I'm co-worker told me I'm too straight forward. Too honest maybe. I guess I would rather tell the truth then beat around the bush about how things are. Or maybe how things should be. I attempt not to hold grudges because it's wasteful energy. But then I get so worked up about those that hold grudges against me. Does it make you feel better to hate me for a collaboration of decisions WE made in the past? I seriously doubt it.

Oh and my most favorite stupid thing is people that consider themselves above others or certain activities. I know this guy who from some odd reason has this "I'm too good for you" look on his face all the time. He is so fake because if I were in his position in life, I would not feel so good about what I was doing. Those people that have the "I'm too good for you" look are completely irratating to be around. I forgot that the world caters to you. NOT. It's entertaining to see these people walk around. My first day of school when I moved to Texas (in 10th grade) I picked out the snotty popular kids in a matter of 5 minutes. SAD. These people are on the facebook now, trying to look as fashionable as possible. Trying to prove to everyone with all their extravagant pictures and words that they are worth something. Maybe they are subconsciously trying to prove they are worth something to themselves.

WOW, soap box Kristin for the night. I have no idea where any of that came from. Oh well. Hope you all can sympathize. I'm sure you can. And do me a favor. Don't assume I'm talking about you or you or you. One of my friendships was ruined for a short period because he thought I was writing about him. Blah. Don't you worry about who I'm talking about. Not the point. If I wanted to talk to these people I would. Just needed to vent and get this stuff off my chest.

Amazing Race was disappointing. The old people are not going to hack it. The frats boys are eye candy (YAY!). The pink ladies are completely stupid (they thought they could put together a motorcycle, C'mon!!). I predict the hippies are going to win. The nerds are cute, we all should be so lucky to find the love that they have. Anyways, it's late! Peace!