It feels like today

It's been three years since I have had this blog. Three years filled with a ton of change. Three years of almost feeling like three different people.

Have you ever noticed that when it rains it pours? Or in Colorado's state of weather when it snows, it snows every week? My mom and I were talking about something on the phone the other day and she said you know when one door closes it opens a window. Or something like that. Anyways, the point is I responded by saying it opens a window for you to jump out of. haha. Not the right response but I was just kidding. I guess there seems like there has been a lot of change brewing around me. It's a good time to take a step back and get perspective. But how do you get perspective when it's snowing and the door is closed AND you can't open the window? (Wow, that was deep). How do you get perspective when all you remember is the pain? Watching Grey's Anatomy these past two weeks have been really getting me to the core. Yes, I know it's a TV show la la la. But really, one of the characters George's dad passed away. (Mom, this is when you stop reading). It hit me hard cause it reminded me of my grandma's passing. And in tonight's episode Izzy said something to the tune of life is short and if that makes you happy you should go do it. I don't think I can be reminded this enough. Reminded to remember my awesome Grandma that I will never stop missing. And that I need to be reminded to make sure I'm doing what makes me happy. Time is too precious. And one moment of a mistake or whatever, isn't worth wasting another moment on.

"Yes, it feels like today, I know. It feels like today, I'm sure. It's the one thing that's missin', The one thing I'm wishin', Life's sacred blessin'. It feels like today. Feels like today." - Rascal Flatts, Feels Like Today